ground nothing

circa 01

I can't find myself in my head
in my thoughts
in my mind.
I'm drowning in apathy
and sinking in sadness.
How do I get back to ground zero?
back to where I started
with belief in God and no worries on Earth.
Praying for sins not yet committed
and forgiveness for disbelief.
With peace in my heart
and love in my hands
and an understanding of human nature.
Ground Zero
serene and peaceful here in sanity.
good mental health.

LOSING CABIN PRESSURE
back to ground nothing
Back to drowning in the apathy
that saturates the air.
Back to sinking in the sands of sadness.
Back to losing myself
in a closet
in my head
in my thoughts
in my mind
back to ground nothing.